WHO'S RANTING.
Elaine:
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Xiaomi:
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Sharon:
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Monday, November 26, 2007!
RANTED on; 1:13 AM
I think i've never experienced such despair in my studies before and i know i'm not alone. Sometimes the oddness of having a normal conversation with friends whom u've never talk much with brings simple happiness. and i want to thank that person. Lets just say his msges are of different topic than what everybody is lamenting about now albeit a little wierd at the oddest of time. :)anyway, ENCHANTED is a really funny show and those who are really burnt out shud just take 3 hrs off one day to go watch it and let the stress leave you as u laugh hard at the movie. off to haven.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007!
RANTED on; 7:54 PM
i am so miserable right now. i went to mount alvernia and sgh a&e ytd. i had a very very bad case of sore throat. the doctor diagnosis is that i got laryngitis=( its so f************** painful.) i tried to tahan the pain but end up i was crying n got my dad to send me to mount alvernia. After the doc's diagnosis, he wrote me a referral letter to sgh to do an x ray.grr... had 2 big jabs to my glutus maximus. one on each somemore. haiz...spend almost $200 for my 2 trips to the hospital. after the xray showed nth threatening i went back home ard 2am. i ptiy my dad cos he was sick thnat day and still had to send me to the hospital in the wee hours of the night. sianz...sore throat..pls go away.....u r killing me!!!!!
Tuesday, November 20, 2007!
RANTED on; 10:53 PM
Currently in seclusion, so technically, i'm not suppose to blog because people in seclusion is not allowed to. in my books. :)but.. i need to tell people.. I LOST MY FREAKING PHONE!!!! so ya, my need to blog.either i dropped it on the bus which i dont think so, or someone just nicked it out of my bag's pocket. huishi helped me call my phone, and that person picked it up! at first i thought there'll be hope in getting it back but to my horror, that person just pick up, never talk and hang up. Called again and the same thing happen. Called the third time, and it was off. DAMMIT! may that person get a car crash and die on the spot. reported it to the police and informed them of the "imae" no. ( i dunno how to spell) and apparently, if anybody uses my phone with any kind of sim card, it can tracked down! hurray.. but then if that idiot sold it to a 2nd hand phone shop, i doubt i'll get it back, it'll probably sit there for like forever. hurhur.. I MISS MY PHONE!!!!! anyway, thanks to huishi and elaine for making me happier and for lending me a sony ericsson phone (huishi) for the time being. i'm not intending to get a new phone. shall wait for new ones to come up. :) but.. I STILL MISS MY PHONE!!! i had fond memories of it:1. i dropped it into the toilet bowl and got it fixed.2. it died on me again and i went to fix it again. waited 2 hours before i was served mind you.3. died again but eversince, has worked perfectly for the longest time and I MISS IT!!! 4. took tons and tons or photos with it. (btw, the photo of huishi's BIG lips is still in the phone haha)5. msged a thousand pple with it!!! (ok not a 1000 but ya u get what i mean)see all the times we went through together!! drop me a msg of your phone no. in my email or msn or just msg me. my no. hasn't changed, so i'll receive it. :)oh wells. back to seclusion.PS: good luck for the exams people!!!********edit as of 12.38 am wednesday*********i swear i am stupid.i just realize i didn't SUBMIT my SEP application. coz i didn't click continue after i module mapped. DAMMIT! there goes my one chance of going for SEP...upsetted. :(
Friday, November 16, 2007!
RANTED on; 10:00 PM
Yea! i love this weekend...i have the whole house to myself=) my folks is in hong kong till mon and my brother is in Malaysia until Sunday. meanwhile i am home alone girl=)oh ya...my long hair is gone!!! i said goodbye to it today. well...cutting my hair i figured was a better way to have a change in my looks rather then perming. my face looks rounder but i dont care.i like my hair now!.i have been plagued by constipation woes these few days! so horrible la. Finally today i was released from my woes! hahaha...shan't go into too much details, wait u guys cant take it. but m,y remedy included prune juice, alot of massaging, food juice and some um...lux soap..lol...u guys will nv find it out wat the soap was about! lol...any i let the photos do the talking! the cute "cake" i got for bdae
9 Nov at vivo, cls outing to celebrate nov babies bdae!
this is sushi, from cjc too!
Nov babies cake!
Today, hair now
half an hr later....
Tuesday, November 13, 2007!
RANTED on; 11:01 PM
I AM IN THE LIBRARY NOW LEHS! unbelievable! and u know what i think staying in sch is super productive lar.. at least i wont waste 2 hours of travelling time coz one hour of that is to recuperate from the long hour of travelling to sch. and then there is no fridge for me to rampage when i'm bored while studying and no tv... and bed... and dog... :):):)
i shud stay in sch to study everyday mans!
we went to ritchell's hall to bathe and their corridor is like super messy lar! haha but i think its damn fun.. it has a very nice community feel!!! :D:D
anyway, huishi and elaine are currently buying back drinks for us(me and ritchell) from fongseng and i'm dying for my horlicks peng! :D
hmm.. shall add photos later when i decide to take a break again!!! ciaozzz! :)
Sunday, November 11, 2007!
RANTED on; 4:00 PM
i need to see more sun!
we have been cooping ourselves up in e discussion rooms all day（s）. i got so used to the seclusion tt even the lunch crowds along the corridor overwhelmed me. hahaa. but i have to say, the company is good (: we have lived and breathed each other for e past weeks!
smaron, auntie phua and me. and ritchell joined e club recently! apparently, we're such good study buddies (actually i think more like entertainers) tt ritchell managed to survive a WHOLE 6 hours w/o touching her can of coffee! look whos more potent hahahaa.
i likee studying w e girls (:
smaron's tastiest stars in the universe!
lotsa food+drinks+jaychou's new songs keeping us alive. and vitamin c love frm my father (: 强身健体!! we're all down w e flu bug so enter our room at ur own risk hahaa. i think we're studying too much. even our daily conversations dont make sense anymore.
huishi: SHARKBAIT HOOHAHA.
huishi: send me songs HOOHAHA.
elaine: okay HOOHAHA.
theres too much farts and burps in the world!
Friday, November 09, 2007!
RANTED on; 1:12 AM
i shan't mope abt results no longer! :)sudden outburst by huishi yesterday:"SHARKBAIT! HOOHAHA!"
Tuesday, November 06, 2007!
RANTED on; 11:54 PM
Elaine u noe me so well! yup, i m definitely going to post the picture of my suuuuper nice bag soon. Let me go figure out the stuff in my phone 1st. I fell like a brat this birthday! i got so many stuff from my friends. Thank you elaine,sharon for choosing that bag. you guys really know me very well! i had a great time at TCC. Catching up and spending time together! Derek got me the w 910i. its super thin n sleek. Gosh i m so in love with it! i got it in hearty red and i can shake shake the phone..hhaha..lame...my poly frens gt me 2 dresses-one is a denim and another chiffon. i got a towel that was nicely wrap like a cherry cake,handmade photo frame and also a precious moment ornament. Really really thank you guys, i had a wonderful time for my birthday. It wasnt the gifts that i treasured but the thoughts that were along the gifts. hahaanyway, anybody want to go wang lee hom concert?? its 2 dec 7pm at stadium cove. original tix is 128. i am selling at 100. Pls contact me yea? can get my contact from elaine n sharon!
Sunday, November 04, 2007!
RANTED on; 11:10 PM
在整個世界中心的就是你们 ♥
blue days always get better w e company of pp we love (:e girls went to al azhar's for breakfast in e wee hours of sunday morning. it was supposed to be sat night's supper but unforeseen circumstances resulted in breakfast instead. hahaa. anyway we spent e night jinx-milo_ing n laughing like madgirls. a long time since we did this together!
so happenings rightt! anyway smaron, hope last night's e outing n e movie today made u feel better! no worries abt e future, u have me to make stupid mistakes w you remember? (:
flashback of last thurs! we met up w xiaomi to celebrate her bday in advance! (coz e busygirl's so popular we had to book in advance. her bday's on 5thnov) dinner was at tcc @ clarke quay! e night breeze was so shiok tt night we sat outside in e dark.
xiaomi really loves her bread. she nv fails to order sandwiches when we dine at tcc hahaa. but she got so full after awhile she started picking at her bread like a mouse. which i thought was funny! i had beefball spaghetti n sharon had macaroni gratin. no pictures coz of e not-very-appealing-appearance of our dishes (if u can imagine wat mine looks like w 6 quite black beefballs on top of e loads of cheese. errr.) but e desserts were reeaal good!
sharon's chocalate mosaic
while xiaomi n i shared some banana custard cake thing.
anyway we got xiaomi a reeally nice sling bag frm projectshop! (this yr's popular buy-ur fren's-bday-present shop hahaa) its grey n has many pockets. i like! n xiaomi likes it too yayy (: she might post a picture of it. might. hahaa. anyway happy birthday in advance xiaomi!! (:
Friday, November 02, 2007!
RANTED on; 10:56 PM
those who have read elaine's post on not knowing what lies after uni life would understand where i'm heading to in this post. That post got me thinking even more than i had before coupled with other factors of course. Not that i never considered what i was going to do after i leave uni, i just never really penned it down i suppose.All my life, i've been guided by my parents that business is going to be what i'll be doing when i grow up. It got ingrained into me that i really thought that was what my life would be. And then, came university. i experienced the finer things in life through arts camp, my friends around me and the events that occured and then i realise i treasure all these things much much more than trying to fill my resume up just for a possible "future" wealth. taking a mkt1003 in yr1sem1 and tr2202 in yr1sem2 made me realise that i didn't really like what i thought i might be doing nxt time and it worries me. Now, i have no idea what i'm doing majoring in economics and competing with hundreds of brainiacs who are tons better at econs than me and basically wasting me life away. It just seems that no matter how hard i try in studying, no matter how much time i try to put in for the modules, the end is the same. it sucks big time. i know some of you will say being in uni is good enough, and we're already the elites and we shouldnt bother abt our caps but seriously, whats the point of going to university if u're not going to work hard in it? if we can just present proof to our future bosses that we actually got accepted into uni through the acceptance letter without going into uni which implies that we're the elites of singapore, why bother going to uni?which brings me back to my abysmal results. Its not that i care too much about my cap, its more of "how come i study harder than so many people but i still get worse results than them?". its just demoralising and disturbing. Just like what jeremy wrote on his blog (not that i'm close to him or anything, i can't help it if i'm nosey) he said,"Grades and the certificate is one of the main reasons what we are living our lives for now. But its so frustrating to know that sometimes, as much as you try and try, you just cannot control your grades." and "hard work does not necessarily reap rewards". A friend told me that being active in CCAs like being in exco of some club or whatever can help you in your future endeavours and in getting jobs. Yes i know that but sometimes i just feel even though we try to integrate ourselves into some club or whatever activity that is going on, in NUS, its all about connections. If you don't have connections in that club, its actually much harder to integrate into that environment of acceptance and it doesn't help that so many of us are just superficial beings. E.g: Once we form a click of friends in that club, we do not exactly like new members to join us and then we'll start gossipping about why that person suddenly join us." Another incident would be last year, when a group of us wanted to join marketing cell in arts club but after the first meeting, we never went back. why? because the marketing head said he would get in contact with us but he never did. and all of us checked our EMAILS REGULARLY! sheesh. and then we tried helping in sports cell for arts open but some assholes just brushed us aside and didn't bother abt us, saying things like." actually we don't need them la, the referee can just do this this this this alone." LIKE WTF! Connection is like so important in NUS that it is so hard for the rest to join in activities unless they know alot of people. ridiculous really.anyway, that was out-of-point. Another thing my friend told me was how about joining NOC? Its equivalent to getting honours coz u get lost of overseas contacts while working and studying in the overseas college. I considered it really and decided on NO. As i've said, i treasure friendship, family and relationships more than possible future money. because i believe that no matter how much talking and communication you do through CMC (computer mediated communications), there is no way that level of friendship, relationship u have with people will ever be the same. because, most bonding sessions occur over meals, watching the same movies, shopping, activities and being in 2 different c'tries is physically impossible to do those. i've lost too many good/best friends just because they left overseas in my life and i'm not planning on losing anymore. Even if i'm gonna have to live in poverty nxt time, at least i have a good friend to complain to who understands completely without me explaining much. with me giving up on joining some stupid club and what-nots, and not bothering to go for NOC, it just leaves me with my cap. therefore, don't come and tell me that cap is not important because it is to me right now coz its the only thing i've got.demoralised and real sad.
this is sushi, from cjc too!
Nov babies cake!
