WHO'S RANTING.
Thursday, September 27, 2007!
RANTED on; 1:24 AM
i met my squadmates today. we all went down to support suyi in her auditions. i hope she makes it! (:
yanru. suyi. janet. cat.
amanda. me. weina. shihui. ujun. renyu. xwen.
it was good catching up on their lives. everyone seems to have some sort of direction in life n wat they wan to do. i just realised my squad has: 2 future doctors, 1 engineer, 5 accountants, 3 scientists, 1 mathematician, 2 social workers and some others planning to go into the media industry. which left me wondering wat im doing w my life. compared to them, im still bumming ard w no sense of direction watsoever of wat i wan to do in future. makes me wonder wat all tt studying was for. and like im just wasting my time everyday enjoying life n not doing anything constructive.
i guess tts wat happens when i hang out w goal-oriented pp. i tend to feel abit inadequate. perhaps taking life as it is is not enough anymore. izit really because of a difference in beliefs n priorities? or just tt im too busy enjoying e present to plan for e future? sigh.