WHO'S RANTING.
Saturday, March 03, 2007!
RANTED on; 12:18 AM
Tests, projects deadline are coming nearer faster than i expected. in 3 weeks, marketing report cum presentation is due, in 5 weeks, TR report and presentation is due.. and in 7 weeks, our exams would officially start. Stress is starting to build up in me espcially for economics. Skipping lecture is not good but neither is going for lecture coz i just fall asleep to their drones. ec2303 midterm is on wednesday and i still don't know anything about it, even elaine can testify to that.
I'm starting to wonder if i really want to major in economics.
Even if i was put into business faculty from the start, do i really want to do business? I've been thinking and my conclusion is nowhere near.
Business now seems so remote to me and finance suddenly doesnt seem appealing at all.
Maybe its the environment i grew up in or maybe i'm just trying to make father happy,personally, the latter seems to be the reason.
He who keeps bugging me since SEC 2! He has been pushing me to go for Job sems and all those rubbish, so much so that it makes me feel sick. Everytime nething related to careers pop up in a conversation, he keeps complaining to me about what i want to do(with a "little" push towards business). I'm really sick of it.
I wonder if he knows that pushing a person too hard will backfire in the end.
ec2303 midterm really comes in handy yesterday. He bugged me to go for some stupid career fair which is today (or rather friday) but i rejected due to econs and TR.
Lost =me now and the future doesnt seem bright to me at all.
Xiaomi gets to do her passion in nursing, Elaine might change to taking NM (which is prolly much more fun and interesting) and i'm stuck in a rut.
Right now, i just want to complete this sem and maybe things will work out fine in the end. I'm glad i still got my friends around me who make me happy and care for me in everyway&day.
I may not be as tactful as others and i don't think much before i speak, so i hope u guys will forgive me. :) But just know that u guys will always be in my heart :)
Elaine and Xiaomi knows me inside out since JC1 and they have been my pillars of support these 3 years(coming 4) and i really hope they'll remain close to me for a long long time to go. :)
U guys are the best!
Of course, i will not forget my good friends in NUS, huishi, joy, ritchell, cherylyn(since scgs), shufang (since judo entered my life) & liming (since SCGS; not in NUS). They are always there to cheer me up when i'm down :)
thanks peeps :)
